Spiritual connections, the difference between Soulmates and Twinflames

over 7 years ago

I can’t believe how much i identify with so most of this.

Having a one way spiritual connection with someone is so very hard, it's torure at times.
I'm connected to a gay man 'inticials R.A.K.C. i knew for a short time when i was 18.
He either really doesn't have the connection back, or doesn't realise it yet, or had a feeling of the connection but got scared and confused and also because he's gay. 
He and i talked less than our 2 other friends and he seemed to always be more serious around me as oppossed to them. 
I left him a letter with some of the memories i had, feelings i felt for him and i explained how i had always felt connected to him even though he didn't.
I'll never know because we aren't intouch and i don't even exist to him, even though we were once knew each other.
We barely talked when we knew each other back then since there were to 2 more friends hanging out with us, they carried most of the conversations and i was always just too nervous around him for some reason. 
I felt intimidated by him yet very safe / protected and secure with him.
Even though we didn't get to know each other i felt as if i belonged by him. 
I haven't seen him in over 30+ yrs, and i didn't think about him, but now i can't stop thinking of him and it is torture having this one sided connection.
Also his eyes are the only ones i ever had the feeling i am looking into his soul and could read and feel so much in them.
I just don't understnad how there can be a connection to someone who doesn't have it back.
I never told him about it since he was gay and because i can't know if he ever had any sense of connection to me.
I'll die with this, unresolved and unxeplained, and though i hate it, i am greatful that i was given this connection to him and can never regret having met him.
Of course it hurts that he may have never felt any connection to me, but If he did, i wish he would realise it and tell me before i die.

I also always had the feeling that i do have an eternal soulmate/spritual partner but not being revealed.

over 5 years ago

I will love to share my testimony to all the people in the forum cos I never thought i will have my girlfriend back and she means so much to me. The girl I want to get marry to left me few weeks to our wedding for another man. When I called her she never picked my calls, She blocked me on her facebook and changed her facebook status from engage to Single, when I went to her place of work she told her boss she never want to see me. I lost my job as a result of this cos I couldn’t get myself anymore, my life was upside down and everything did not go smooth with my life. I tried all i could do to have her back to all did not work out until i met a Man when i travel to East to execute some business that I have been developing some years back. I told him my problem and all i have passed through in getting her back and how i lost my job, he told me he gonna help me, I didn’t believe that in the first place. But he swore he will help me out and he told me the reason why my girlfriend left me and also told me some hidden secrets’ was amazed when i heard that from him…he said he will cast a spell for me and i will see the results in the next couple of days..then i travel back, the following day and i called him when i got home and he said he’s busy casting those spells and he has bought all the materials needed for the spells, he said am gonna see positive results in the next 14 days that is Thursday. My girlfriend called me at exactly 12:35pm on Thursday and apologies for all she had done. She said, she never knew what she was doing and her sudden behavior was not intentional and she promised not to do that again. it was like am dreaming when i heard that from her and when we ended the call, I called the man and told him my my girl friend called and he said I haven’t seen anything yet… he said i will also get my job back. And when its Sunday, they called me at my place of work that i should resume work on Monday and they gonna compensate me for the time limit I have spent at home without working…My life is back into shape have my girlfriend back and we are happily married now with a baby boy and I have my job back too. This man is really powerful…if we have up to 20 people like him in the world, the world would have been a better place…He has also helped many of my friends to solve many problems and they are all happy now…Am posting this to the forum for anybody that is interested in meeting the man for help. You can mail him to erika_raven_temple@ religious. com, I can’t give out his number cos he told me he don’t want to be disturbed by many people across the world…he said his email is okay and he also have a web site if you want to visit him there’ he will replied to any emails asap..Hope he helped u out too…good luck. His web site is ericaraventemple. webs. com